PURE

This is the biggest regret the biggest mistake

i am the sore loser.

i need to change, i need to be someone better instead.

therefore, im going far far away from you..it hurts i know.

comparing people with other people is just the same as cruelty
thanks for reminding me..

as time goes by,

my mouth is always shut

my brain is always dead

when i want to confess something

afterall, i know its not worth it

life with me

im sorry if your life with me, is being destroy everyday..
sometimes i just dont understand whyy
and frustrated that you talked about you mislead your life
in such ways, you felt miserable
and the worst thing is that, it is clearly my fault.

i dont like making assumptions..
and i dont like to be link with this problem of yours.
you always made me drag to this problem..

like i said, i dont mind if you want to change to be a better person
but why must you drag on and keep talking about “ooohh, its my past mistakes that such problems encountering me right now..”

PROBLEMS COMES EVERYDAY..RARELY WE MEET A PERFECTLY PERFECT DAY

IT IS ONLY US WHO SEES IT THAT WAY..

PEOPLE ARE TOO BUSY TO WHINE ABOUT THEIR STRESS-ES AND OHH!! ITS MY BAD SINS ITS MY BAD SINS

COME ON LAH..

GOD GIVES US ALL SORT OF TESTS..

ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TO

LOOK UP FACE IT AND SAY,

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH

AND SETTLE YOUR PROBLEM

AFTERALL,

your day will always end in many ways.

you just have to face it..

you and me

If you want to change,
change to a better person,
not another person.

you know, the reason is not about what u wanna be.
but it fears me of what you will become to.
i was hoping for you to understand me..
but giving the look of yours, made me give up
and try to look for another bright side to stay.

im perfectly a lost soul.

again.

im sick and tired..

she

it seems that she doesnt care about what i feel until i expressed out to her.
everytime.
god, im beginning to be crazy, she doesnt feel me at all. im just hurt to know the truth

im just another guy, who needs her attention.
because i think, i deserve to have attention from her.

but i dont. this is love aye?

for whatever fuck, this is my life.

im no perfetion, i need attention too

just alittle will do,

maybe a praise will do

i guess im not the best boyfriend u ever had.

just have to accept the fact.

but the fact is, im hurt.

fuck it ah, i dont wanna care about it

please bring forward to ns days.

i wanna forget all these things.

it will ease my pain

because all i get is a negative words from you

whenever i expected something nicer.

REPAY

When i think bout my parents & true friends.
They are the most that helped me through this life so much.
Even money cannot repay their devotion.

When i think bout my girlfriend,
She is the one, the only one who can be anything,
anything that i had never thought she could be.

nah, i just take this opportunity to thank them.
especially my girlfriend.
the hard fight for this “freedom for love”
is going to start soon
but do not worry.

i swear it will take an entire life for my feelings to disappear
if we are a part.

happy 9 months.